Cerita Sang "Gadis"

Seorang gadis delapan belas tahun. Berjalan sendiri di sebuah gang. Sambil menatap langit yg kian temaram. Dalam benaknya,hanya ada aku dan bayangan. Tak ada seorang teman.

Sudah lama ia menjalang. Ya. Delapan belas tahun. Bukan wkt yg singkat bukan? Sudah lelah ia dengan gerombolannya. Hidup seperti seekor kalong. Mencari makan dalam gelap malam. Bergerumul dengan,mungkin sudah ratusan lelaki. Mau yang liar,setengah liar,ataupun lelaki lugu yang ternyata lebih liar dari yang terliar. Sudah kenyang ia mencecap berbagai rasa.

Ya. Itu yang aku mau. Itu yang buat aku senang. Dan itu yang buat aku hidup.

Gadis remaja itu kini telah dewasa. Jilbab lebarnya tampak anggun menjuntai menutupi dada. Suara nakal menggodanya tak pernah terdengar. Yang ada sekarang tutur kata lembut penuh kesopanan.

Ya Allah. Tuhanku yang ku kenal di gang sempit itu. Tuhanku yang ku kenal dari bayangan hitam kelam. Tuhanku yang ku kenal sejak malam temaram itu. Aku kini datang. Hadir untuk memeluk ridho Mu. Bersujud untuk segala dosaku. Bersimpuh demi sebuah ampunan.

Malam dingin berubah jd sejuk dalam tahajjudnya. Kini ia tau apa yang benar-benar ia inginkan sebenarnya. Bukan malam dengan ratusan lelaki yang seenaknya menjamahi setiap jengkal tubuhnya. Bukan malam dengan desahan-desahan penuh nafsu dan birahi. Tapi malam sunyi penuh kekhusyukan. Malam paling indah bersama Yang Tak Dapat Diungkapkan ke-Maha-annya yg ia sebut Tuhan. Raja diraja semesta. Allah.

G - A - L - A - U

Galau habis shalat shubuh itu nyesek banget deh. Mau curhat takut g sopan. Curhat dsini aja kali ya..

I don't know what i feel now. I think i'm gonna be crazy right now. I feel envy. Yeah. It's 'bout daats boy. Yeah. I've told you from my poem. I can't explain why I feel this feeling. He's like nothin'. Yet he made my life turn around. Okay. My life is more colourfull now. But it's not mean daat he could hurt me..

Aaaa... I just opened his acc. And I found that he was talked with a girl. Yeah. I've told this girl in my poem. Thought i trully wanna kill her. I just jealous. Do you know? I can't feel it everyday. My life must go on. Right?

Huh..

Hei boy
We just a friend, right?
So don't let me hurt like this
I can't feel this pain alone
I need your shoulder
I need your smile
Worst, I need you

Hei girl
We're not enemy, right?
So don't let me angry everytime
Let's make a deal
Just make a good friendship
It's better than now
And.. Don't disturb my guy

Gift I Gave

I've wrote some poems here. I think I wanna wrote this text. I don't know what it is exactly called.

It's 'bout yesterday. I've got my result of national exam that I'd waited for a month. And the result is.. I PASSED THE EXAM. Yeah. That's what I expected. But I'm not as satisfied as u think. I'm happy. Absolutely I do happy. But I don't know my scores until I wrote this. I hope they not too bad :D

N' today was my mother's birthday. Yeay.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY.. YOU'RE THE BEST MOM EVER. AND I'M PROUD TO BE UR DAUGHTER. I'm happy bcz I can give her a present with my graduation. Wish I don't merely give her that gift. That I can pass the 'SNMPTN Undangan',is the other gift I can give to my mother. It's not only make her very happy but also may it'll make her proud to me.. Hope my wishes will be come true.. :)